Well.........
Another year has came and went. Sunday is Bethanie's 10th birthday! This day (other than her angel-versary) is a dreaded event. I have promised myself that I am going to be better this year. Last year I was irritated all day and snapped like a bomb at the girls. It is just so hard sometimes to think about another birthday that she is not here. Another day that I have to be here without her!! I can't imagine what she would be like, how she would be doing in school? The saddest part of her birthday is the fact that I wanted to see her achieve so many things, and I only got to the walking part. That was the last thing that I got to share with her. The rest is bad images in my mind of that horrible day!! It is hard to be left with so little good memories (she wasn't here long), and so many bad memories (they out number the good). So I want to wish Bethanie Nichole a very very happy birthday....and I pray the next 2 days go by quickly!!!
I will be keeping you in my prayers this weekend.
ReplyDeleteHey thanks...these are the days that you wish you could just sleep right through it all :-(,, How have you been doing?
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