My how time flies, when your having fun!

Aleeyah was born on August the 31st weighing 8lbs and 8oz. She was a chunk but look at that hair! They brought her to me in piggy tails! Her daddy never left her side, and she has not left our sides in 5 years!

When Aleeyah was 18 months old, Averrie came into our lives. Aleeyah just loves Averrie and I am please NOW to have them so close together. Was not good when they were little though!

Aleeyah is three in this picture. This was a request of hers because she wanted curly hair. It did work for a while, but fell out after a couple of hours.

Here is my little 5 year old today. She is the most loving kid you could ask for. You know what her wish was tonight as she blew out her candle? She wished that the Lord Jesus would take care of us all!! She worries about those that mean the most to her. She worries for their safety and health. She talked so early at only 9 months old, and walked before a year. Even at 5 she is the most intelligent little girl. Happy birthday Aleeyah Faithe, God truly has given me an angel!!!

Why do I do it?

Why do I read blogs? Why do I do it? I read The Ramer Families blog today as she explained the day that her two twins drowned. It has been a long time since the thoughts of that terrible day of Bethanie's passing flooded so swiftly through me. Well, today they did. She explained all the same things that I remember about that day that we lost Bethanie. Performing CPR on her and her lifeless eyes open and glassy. I could tell there was no life there, but I had to keep trying. I couldn't let her go without a fight. This girls mother tried so hard to save those twins. She fought so hard to do CPR on both of them. She couldn't stop trying. That feeling the mother had when she was following the ambulances to the ER, the feeling that this wasn't happening. Hating who ever was playing that horrible trick on you. Then to hear that one of her twins had a pulse. That false hope that there was life there. I remember Dr. D, coming out and telling me and Sam that Bethanie had a pretty good pulse, but her eyes were still glassy and fixed. Me telling her PLEASE, don't leave me here..you have to fight baby. This mother, she had the same emotions. The flight to LR to wait 12 hours praying every hour that she wouldn't leave. Going outside for fresh air, and the clergy coming out and telling me I had to find my husband and get to NICU, where they were fighting to save my child's life. I remember seeing the nurse at the end of the bed crying, when I asked her "she is not going to make it is she?", and she tells me that they were trying. I could tell by the smeared mascara and rolling tears she knew better than that. I watched as the took a needle and injected adrenaline into her heart to get it pumping. Being told that we needed to have the family meet in the board room, the doc needed to speak with us. When he came in he was crying and stated the fact that we all knew was coming. No brain function, and she was dieing. He told me that he could continue to work on her, but it might be prolonging the inevitable outcome. I made the call! STOP!! It is and was time for her to go!! I wanted her anyway that God would give her to me, vegetable anything! He made the decision...she wasn't to stay here. I BEG you guys with everything I have, pray for the Ramer family. I know RIGHT where they are at this terrible time and the best we can all do is PRAY!!!!!!

Prayers please..

I need to ask you guys for some prayers for a family that I just learnt about at Kelly's Korner. This hits close to home so I felt the need to forward it to you guys. The Ramer's have two year old twins, a boy and girl. They lost both of their children in a drowning. To loose one child is devastating, but both of your children at once is unbearable. I can't imagine what they are feeling at this time. I remember all the feelings that I had during that time, and many many years after that. I ask you to remember them as they have to bury their children, return to "life", and for Mrs. Ramer who is pregnant with another little girl!! God tells us that not one dove falls that he does not know about, and I know that these children are with the heavenly father. Those left behind are the ones that endure the unspeakable pain that no one could explain or imagine!! Please just add them to your list of prayers and thank you guys so much!!

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I did it momma!!

Yea for Aleeyah, who officially wrote her first cursive "i" this morning. She was so excited when the teacher told her that it was time to write her letters. Of course I was a little nervous as to why the teacher wants them to learn cursive first. That was a little crazy to me and still is. I am just going with the flow though. I mean she is only 5! Aleeyah knows how to write all her ABC's in lower and upper case in print, so I am not to worried about it. Should I be? I am so new at this and I know that four of you are teachers. Does public school start cursive this early? Maybe you could give me some advice? Telissa (my niece), didn't start cursive till the end of third grade in public school. It was crazy to see the flash cards and they were all cursive. I wrote to the principal and she states that since I enrolled her into the K5 program she should already know how to write her name and letters in print. Thankfully she does, but still what I am concerned about is the reading? I am so confused, any help will be appreciated!!! Thanks you guys!!

On a lighter note we are getting to take tomorrow off from the home schooling. We did two lessons on Monday, so that means she is ahead. I love the fact that she only goes till 12pm and then has the rest of the day to play or do what ever. I can then get the next day's lesson plans together and grade her papers. Aleeyah is enjoying herself and she pounces out of bed and says "let's do it!!"

I am currently looking for a play group for her in the afternoon to calm the families fears of socializing. I want to make sure she has the playing that she needs with other children. Hopefully, when Jaren starts daycare next week, things will slow down for me. I won't be keeping him anymore, and really hate to see him go.

I wanted to update you guys on my little friend MG. I told you in a earlier blog, that they had thought she had Lupus. She is only 7, and it would be rare, but the test was pointing that direction. After praying for this child and her parents, they got the test back and praise the Lord it is not Lupus. They are not sure what is going on but she got a clean bill of health. Praise the heavenly father!!!
"If ye ask shall ask anything in my name, I shall do it" John 14:14

Our "first" day of school!

Aleeyah's first day of school!!

So as many of you might or might not know, I home school Aleeyah. I chose this method when I was pregnant with her. I told Sam when I found out that I was pregnant that I wanted to home school our child. I knew that Sam was okay with that since most of our friends home school their children. I knew from the beginning that this was going to be hard on me with Averrie, but that was a decision that I had made. I have not had allot of support from family or my friends.
I had a family member who told me that I was creating a "anti-social" child. My child is shy, I have to admit that, but she is far from "anti-social". She loves to learn and is excited to start her "school".

So today is Aleeyah's third day of school. She didn't sleep to much last night, and since she finished two lessons on Monday. I told her that she could take the day off.

"NO mom" she said "I want to do my schooling."

I love to see her so eager to learn. She loves the teacher that she has, who's name is Mrs. Bere.

Yes, I said teacher. I chose to go through the A Beka-K5 program. It did cost me a little more than what I would have liked, but it is known for it's excellence. A Beka sends you DVD's in which the child interacts with and you monitor them. At the end of each session there is homework that Aleeyah has to finish. She has already began to learn how to write her letter Ii in cursive.

I have a classroom set up with all that she should ever need. The board, the bulletin boards, the filing cabinets and even school desks for both her and Averrie. Homeschooling isn't for everyone, just as public school is not for everyone. This is not for the weak hearted and patience is an important part of the process.
Aleeyah is finished by 12-1pm and has to rest of the day to do what she likes. This also gives me time to finish the things that I need to do.

So I will now be writing mostly about what Aleeyah's does and making this mostly (hopefully), a scrapbook of her school years!!

Congrats Aleeyah on your first day of school baby girl!!

Oh you have to (because I said)

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Giveaway time...

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Oh my!! Oh my!! Oh my!!!

We got back from Branson yesterday afternoon. UGGGG, I am really tired, and guess what...I need another vacation!! I have so many things going through my head today.

1. Aleeyah's birthday party is next Saturday, I am trying to get that together.
2. When I came home yesterday I found out that a teacher I had in school, that I just love has breast cancer. They caught it fast enough that she will be fine, but it is still scary.
3. Aleeyah starts home schooling on Monday morning. This is exciting for her and her father, but scares me to death. There are so many subjects that I am horrible at, but figure that Kindergarten won't be to bad!! Since I can't afford Christian School, she will be attending Abeka Academy at home. They are wonderful and well worth the money.
4. This is the thing that is giving me the most nightmares!! My husband has decided that since Motors was not doing so well, and he hit the 30 mark, he should maybe have a career change. I was thinking going to college to work on cars, boats or something like that. I never imagined what came out of his mouth!! He wants to go to college to be a helicopter pilot. Oh my goodness, I fell over. I just don't know if I can support him in this. I know I need to, but I just can't do it! What if he wrecked and it killed him? What if he couldn't do it and had no job? What if I had to relocate to his work? What if, what if, and what if? I just don't know what to think or do. I am praying that this is a "phase" he is going through.

Branson was the best. We are currently making plans to go back in November. They are playing Peter Pan on stage at the Mansion Theatre, and I have to take the girls to see it. They love Peter Pan. We went to Silver Dollar City this time, since mom and dad was with us, and it was great. Sam and myself were able to ride all the rides while mom and dad watched the girls for us. The American Plunge (log ride), was the worse!! They took pictures of Sam and me riding it and I look terrified. I have my eyes closed and I am leaned back, you can tell that I am screaming loudly! I must WARN you all, that if you go on vacation in Branson and see a location that states "Discount show tickets", DON'T DO IT!!! We decided that it was going to cost $150.00 per family to get into SDC, so we needed to try to look for a bargain. We found a place in DT Branson that said "discount show tickets". We decide to try it and we go in. This man tells us that all he needed us to do was go and watch a 5 min movie on a local retreat called Stormy Point Resort. He then explains that the movie and the tour of the homes will total around 49-60 mins, and then we would get our tickets, which saved us a $100.00 per family. Okay, we told him that we would do it and on we went. We get to the location at 11:00 am, our meeting was at 12:00 that day. We meet the man who will be explaining (selling) this vacation home to us. To make a long story short, after 3 1/2 hours and a tour, we were ready to KILL!! The home was gorgeous, and we were going to do it till he broke the news that he wanted $5900.00 right then, and $697.00 a month for 6 years and at the first of every year he wanted $500.00 for a maintenance fee! Uhhhhh, needless to say we walked out. They save the bomb for last, they get your hopes up and BOOMMMMM they blow you up!! So as a fair warning please don't waste your time. Yes, you get a discount but you waste your whole day doing it.

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