Hormones? I think so!

Okay, so I vented the other night about how I just wanted to have another baby. Thankfully I am through that little "period" for the time being. I got to thinking, at the current time, we have everything paid for and we could afford to take care of the two children we have. If I have a third, not only would I get medical bills but I might not be able to afford things if Motors continues to be slow. I would love to have a baby, but $6500.00 to have the tubes untied (if they could), $2000.00 to $4000.00 to have the baby (including their costs), and clothes if it was a boy, and Aleeyah's home school would be put on hold while I was down. I guess the oxygen got to circulating back to my brain and made me realize I just don't need that. So when you guys have babies, I have a "can I hold them" request lol. Just to get that little fix I need!!!!!!!

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Recently, things have been slow at Motors and you guys could help me out by sending some prayers this way. Just that Sam is able to keep his job. If they were to shut down, Sam would head to Texas to college. Yes, to Texas!! That is the one place that has a college to be a medic-helicopter pilot. Sam seems to still be on this "helicopter" bit, and who am I to discourage him? I guess we all want something in life, at least he knows what it is he wants. As for me, I am always unsure and nervous about everything. I wish I could be more social and let things wash under the bridge better! I am terrified of all sorts of things and I don't feel comfortable around allot of people. Call me weird!! Just the thought of getting out of the house anymore is terrifying. Thanks to the media and the ever so famous H1N1 flu virus.

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Speaking of H1N1, a dear friend called from Ft. Smith today and she was diagnosed today with it. She is going to be fine, but she has a 4 month old and 3 year old I worry about. That littlest baby K, is a fragile little thing. Pray that the kids don't catch it and that if K catches it she will be okay.

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