Thursday, April 23, 2009

It is not time yet!!

It is late at night and I just can't seem to find it in me to sleep. I am constantly thinking about my friends mother Sandra. She has been a second mother to me since I was 7. A best friend to my mom and to my whole family. She is laying in a hospital bed in Little Rock tonight dieing from breast cancer. This is a battle she has been fighting for 2 years. We have watched as she went from a healthy mother/grandmother, to a person who could not get up. I set here with tears streaming down my face because I don't want her to hurt anymore...yet I am not ready for her to go!! I have not seen her in some time and that has bothered me dearly. I did not want to take the kids by her house, since she was so sick and I never knew if they had something that they would give to her. So many emotions are running through my mind right now. I feel such hurt for her kids who are setting by her side with her till she leaves this earthly life. Of all the good times that we had and all the bad. She has fought with everything she had..every breath has been in fighting this horrible disease. The time has came that the Lord wants to call her home. The phone rings and I cringe, the cell goes off and I cry. I know that soon that call is going to come...I am on edge!! We all continue to text her kids to try to find things out...is she ok...is she making it???? So in ending tonight I ask you all to pray from the bottom of your hearts and souls that Sandra Harvey is spared the pain of this life.......and taken to the comforts of the heavenly life!!! That her kids will hold strong together and heal slowly from this pain that they have!!
We love you Sandra and the Lord is going to call you home...

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